You know, there's many people in the world that are poor, that are disabled, that have for ever lasting illnesses, and much more. If people like this could make it, then so can you. It doesn't matter what people think of you just think positive and ignore the negative. Besides everyone dies in the end, whether it's your favorite actors, presidents, bullies, the bad, the good, everyone has an end. But its not up to us that choose when to end it, it just happens naturally. Did you ever wonder why people were here in the first place? I like to think of it as a test, and in the end there's a reward for never giving up and allowing myself to be steared into evil. You never know what's in the future. Just take a moment and think outside the box.