lately, I feel as if my friends hate me. I'm only in 7th grade and I feel the early symptoms of depression. I always wonder why they don't want to be my friend. I look at myself and these words come to mind. weird, lame, s****d, annoying, and now I'm starting to think I'm too fat. but the word that concerns me the most is alone. I feel alone whenever it with them and they don't seem to care. this probably doesn't make any sense but all I have to say to them is joking can push someone over the edge, and that's what you've done to me.