Disbelieving I was not Astounding
I struggle with Fibromyalgia, Rhumetoid Arthritis, Kronic Drepression, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Bi-polar Disorder, Boarder Line Personality Disorder.
This took me multiple years before I said to myself. 'Its ok Tasha' this does not define who you are. I have attempted going back to college on 3 different occasions. Through out all of this I have learned, I am a fighter.
I was held captive by a pedophile when I was 17/18, 8 years ago. I can explain more later if anyone wants to relate or talk about this topic, feel free to message me.
I have had opioid addictions to help deal with psychological pain. I still do give in sometimes. I grew up with addiction in my family. I have stopped blaming them for my problems though, I am the only one who can end the cycle.
I have had relationship problems dealing with addiction and families that disliked me because I could not be who they wanted for their son.
I have lost one boyfriend in a horrific car accident 03/27/14. He was 5 minutes from home. This tramatized me for a few years. I still dream of him. I lost my grandpa, the man who raised me. Aug 27, 2015. That just about killed me.
Something I never give up on though. Is seeking help, and continuing this struggle with everyone else. Life is not so bad.