You can stay clean!
I'm an ex heroin and meth addict.....I've been clean going on 7 years now.....last night one of my so called friends gave me a Xanax because I was in a really foul mood and was really p****d at someone.....I knew from the jump that this wasn't a good idea. Last thing I remember was eating the Xanax, next thing you know, I'm being woken up at 7 in the morning and being told that I must move out by sunday because apparently in my Xanax fueled moments, I stole some of my roomies xannies and ate a lot of food that belonged to different people in the house. I don't remember anything after eating the one Xanax ladder. Now remember, I said I was going on 7 years clean, and in the blink of an eye , I threw it all away.....yea I was kicking myself in the a$$ for this slip up, but I realized dwelling on it is going to do nothing but cause me to slip further, I'm not gonna sit here and pull the "woe is me" card. I'm gonna pick myself up, look life in the eye, and tell it "you hit like a [email protected]#&"....and continue to move forward.......addiction is a very hard monster to tame, you are never truly cured, it is an every second of every minute of every day battle, you will win if you really really really wanna win. Remember everyone, don't worry about tomorrow, you can't change yesterday, live in the now.....one day at a time, I know I'm a complete stranger, but if anyone ever needs a friend to talk to, or an ear to listen, feel free to write me and I'll give u my personal number. Keep fighting the good fight my friends!