Tired of being sick and tired!
If you are at a point that you have realized that your addiction is getting worse and worse and your life is becoming unmanageable then make the choice to get help. I waited until after I was Robbing people for dope money. I was lieing, stealing and manipulating everybody I came into contact with just to get one more. I waited until I lost my career,my house, my wife, my kids and I was emotionally, spiritually and physically bankrupt. Your bottom does not have to be the extreme like mine. You just have to be tired of being sick and tired and be willing to let someone help you to learn to live clean. Anybody seeking recovery should should not die from the horrors of active addiction.